You'll See II Based on characters and situations created by Takahashi Rumiko, Ranma ½, characters, and plot devices are all copyright of Shogakukan, Kitty Animation Circle, and Takahashi Rumiko. This story copyright 1999/2000 - Rebecca A. Catanzaro Genre/Rating: This part of 'You'll See' contains some violence and some suicide, but hey! It's all good. This chapter, like most, is also great for those of you who, like Becka, hate Genma. There is some shipping with someone besides Akane, but it doesn't last. Also, there are morals! Yes, Becka has thrown away her own, just so she could present you with morals! ***** ## *** ## ***** Meanwhile, back in the Tendo Dojo, the -original- Tendo Dojo in the -original- universe, Nabiki was busy sorting through her list. They'd been at it for about a half an hour now. Nabiki would call out the name of some obscure ingredient, Cologne would check off her supplies, sometimes finding the item, sometimes not. If Cologne didn't have it, she told Nabiki the most likely place it might be found. Kasumi actually had one or two of the ingredients in her kitchen, and Dr. Tofu was able to supply a few more. Ryoga, of course, had picked up many oddities in his travels, and even Cologne was surprised at what hidden wonders could be found in his massive backpack. Mousse had a few ingredients, some of the more obscure metals, within the folds of his sleeves as well, and Kodachi supplied all of the more poisonous substances. Whatever they did not have went onto Nabiki's paper. Nabiki looked up at those who watched her, then she folded the list. She smiled a little, "That's it. Out of 200 or so reagents needed, we have about seventy-five percent. We still need…" She quickly counted, "… oh, forty five items more. Of those, twenty are found in China; fifteen are in Japan; five can probably be found in curiosity shops; and the last five are either mythical legends, require a demon to be summoned, or only exist in the Kami plane." Akane looked expectantly at her sister, "We'll get them." Nabiki smiled a little, "I don't doubt. Here's my plan. Shampoo and Mousse go to China, because they are most familiar with the area, and they have friends there. Kodachi and Kuno search in Japan. Ukyo, go with them to make sure they behave, would you? I'll look through the curiosity shops…" She smirked, "I could use a good bargain to cheer me up. Ryoga just walks. It doesn't matter where, because the stranger the place you get lost in, the more likely you are to find something we need. Cologne can summon any demons, devils, or spirits, using Dr. Tofu if she needs any help. Akane…" The youngest Tendo daughter managed a half-hearted smile. Nabiki continued, "Go with Ryoga. Searching with him is the best thing you can do right now, because you obviously want to help." Akane nodded, "Hai." Nabiki looked around, then stood abruptly, "Let's move it, minna." ***** ## *** ## ***** Ranma had died, yet again, though this time he'd been drowned. He'd been surfing (yes, he now knew how to surf), when a monstrous wave had come out of no where and capsized his board. Normally, he would have been fine, but he was weaker in girl-form. His legs had been tangled in a bit of seaweed, and he'd inhaled too much water. Actually, it had been an interesting experience for him. When the water filled his lungs, it didn't hurt, in fact, it had tickled as it sloshed around inside his body. What hurt was not breathing, especially when the oxygen no longer reached his brain. His body went through the familiar tingling sensation, almost as though he'd been splashed with cold water, then he found himself in another body, another time, and another dimension. As soon as he realized he was no longer underwater, the question, 'Where am I?' popped into his mind. The answer followed, of course. He was in his room at the Tek. 'The Tek?' The Tek was a hideaway for all gang members who belonged to 'VENGEANCE'. The building itself was in a run down part of Nerima, the Party Town. 'Gang?' VENGEANCE was the strongest gang around, and it only had one rival who could offer any competition. 'Whose the rival?' A group know as DIRECTION, led by Ryoga Hibiki. Ranma had to laugh a little at that. 'So, who am I in all this? A member of VENGEANCE?' A member, boss? You're the founder. After he searched his newest mind a little, he shook his head. In this lifetime, his mother had raised him. One day, a cute little boy named Ranma Saotome had gone home to find a man with a gun standing over his mother's broken body, grinning like a psychopath. The man had laughed down at the frightened little child, then backhanded him savagely across the mouth, and beat him. He'd left Ranma for dead, but Ranma had no such plans. He swore on his mother's blood, as he'd stubbornly hauled himself to his feet, that he would find her killer, and he would make him suffer. So he'd called one of his neighbors and told them in his young five-year-old voice that his mother was dead. He'd stayed to see her buried, then he'd snuck out of his bed room window with only a little bit of money and a second set of clothing. Imagine the surprise of the big bad street roughs when a little boy, no more than five years old, came to them and told them he wanted to learn how to fight. One of the crueler boys, a seventeen year old who had killed his first at fourteen and fucked his first the same night, sneered down at the child. "You want," he'd said, "to learn to fight, huh? Well first, you gotta' learn to take pain." He'd hit Ranma hard, sending him sprawling on the ground, and they'd all laughed. Then one of them noticed something. The kid with the innocent face was slowly standing up, blood trickling from one corner of his mouth. He'd spoken softly, "If all I gotta' do to learn is 'take pain' then, please, keep giving it." And they had. The first hit him again and again, harder and harder, but Ranma refused to give up. Even when his face was puffy, one eye swollen shut, and blood running from his mouth, nose, and temple, he still stood up and asked for more. Finally, the roughs looked at each other and then boy whose will was the only thing keeping him standing. One of them stepped forward and asked, "Why don't you just give up kid? Go home to your mother." The little boy smiled, and it was a terrible thing to see on a face as young and innocent as his, because it was a twisted grin that they'd only seen on the faces of grown men. One that appeared just after they knew they lost and just before they died. "Mother?" the kid asked. "How can I go home to mommy? She's too far away for me to reach now." The roughs looked at each other, and one of them offered, "We'll… we'll take you to her, kid. How do you get there?" Ranma toddled forward, dizzy from the beating he'd taken. He pointed to the man's gun, his face tilted to one side, "She on the other side of that, where it's all bloody and painful." "Your mother's dead, kid?" Ranma nodded, his eyes transfixed on the gun. Finally, an older of them stepped forward, blocking the boy's view. "Alright, kid," he'd said, "I'll teach you how to fight, if you think you can take it." The little boy looked up, and they all saw that terrible expression in his eyes, the crazy deadly kind. With that kind of look, he didn't need to answer. Here was the result of that conversation, eleven years later. He'd learned how to fight, and he'd used his knowledge to create a gang dedicated to its namesake. He still hadn't found his mother's murderer, but he was confident he would soon. Ranma closed his eyes, remembering the face of his nightmares. A word, to softly spoken for any to hear issued from his lips. "Genma." <^>*<^>*<^>*<^>*<^> The next day, Ranma sorted through his rather interesting wardrobe. Curiously, he separated his leather chaps, trying to find something comfortable he could wear. He finally settled on a loose pair of black pants that resembled the ones he normally wore. Next, he chose a shirt that he deemed the most 'normal' of all of them. It was a tight white tank top, made for a man and most commonly known as a 'wife-beater'. Ranma had chosen it because it was normal, but what he didn't know was how it made him look to all single, and not-so-single, females. He started to get an idea when a very buff Kodachi, clad in what appeared to be a leather gymnast outfit complete with knee high boots, flung herself into his arms with her usual cry of 'Darling! Ranma looked down at the girl who clung to his chest, looking at him with wide beautiful eyes. He blinked. Twice. 'Kodachi!' his mind screamed. 'Why the hell is Kodachi…?' His mind answered him. It seemed that in this life, he only had one fiancé and love, and she went by the name of Kodachi. He'd never met Akane or Shampoo, and Ukyo was a member of DIRECTION. And the scary thing about that was, his mind told him he didn't care. He was perfectly content to love Kodachi in this life. In fact, in this life, she was -normal-. Her father had died when she was young, and she and her brother had lived on the streets. Ranma and Kuno had met up, becoming the best of friends, and when Tatewake had introduced his breathtaking sister, he'd fallen for her and fallen hard. When he'd found that the attraction was mutual… let's just say that he and Kodachi wasted -no- time. Ranma closed his eyes. Akane wasn't here, but his self in this life loved Kodachi. The least he could do would be to keep her happy before he died. He held his breath, leaning forward to press a gentle kiss to her cheek. She smiled lovingly up at him, wrapping her arms around his waist as they walked. It was amazing, the differences between his Kodachi and this one. And though he loved Akane totally, he found himself wondering what it would have been like if Kodachi had been a little less crazy in his reality. She beamed up at him, "Are you ready, darling?" "For wha'?" He blinked, surprised at his tongue twisted his words around, forming some very broken Japanese. Street Japanese. She laughed, resting her head against his chest, "The fight, of course! You'll win, won't you?" Before he could answer that with an affirmative, Kuno appeared at his side, grinning madly at Ranma. "Today we answer their challenge, Saotome. Think you can beat that sniveling coward, Hibiki?" Ranma grinned back, rather excited at the chance to use some of the attacks he'd learned in his past life. Though he was a little bit put off by Kodachi's attitude and Kuno not wanting to kill him, he still smirked, "Ya' might jus' be su'prised, Kuno." They trio, followed by the rest of VENGEANCE, made their way to the place between the Tek and the Hyat, DIRECTION'S hideaway. This place, deemed 'Neutral Ground' seemed like the best spot for the fight between the two young leaders. He was surprised that, despite Kuno and Kodachi's attitudes towards Ryoga, the four of them were really good friends. The only reason the two gangs opposed each other was for a little challenge and excitement. Ranma and Ryoga had fought in the past, but it was just for fun. Ryoga was already waiting in the center of the fighting circle, wearing his normal black pants, yellow shirt, and spotted bandana. Ukyo stood at his right hand looking determined, but her eyes softened a little as she saw Ranma. Each girl in the crowd sighed softly with longing at the visage of the somber and powerful boy, with eyes dark as midnight and a heart hard as steel. Ranma stepped into the circle, his eyes on Ryoga, "Hey, man. How've ya' been doin', Ryoga?" Ryoga offered him a not-quite smile, "You know how it is… so, are you ready to fight? Winner takes the title?" At least for this week. The pig-tailed boy nodded, extending his hands in a simple defense. Everyone moved forward, eagerly lining up along the edge of the circle as it began. Ranma and Ryoga exchanged a few mock blows, testing each others defense. Ryoga was surprised, wondering how Ranma had improved so greatly. And there was no doubt that he had improved. He ducked and dodged Ryoga's blows with an ease that bellied itself. His speed and grace was flawless, and the fluency with which he moved made Ryoga feel like a boy facing a master, rather than a man. Other people started to notice that Ranma wasn't really fighting, just skillfully dodging blows that broke the cement at their feet. He did it without blinking. Ryoga stopped; so did Ranma. "Fight me for real, Ranma. You owe me that much." The boy in question shrugged, returning to his defensive position. Ryoga punched again, and this time Ranma didn't dodge. He just brought his hand up, catching Ryoga's fist as though the punch was thrown by a baby, rather than a formidable man. Again and again, Ryoga tried to hit him, and again and again, he caught Ryoga's fist. Finally, just when they thought the fight couldn't get any stranger, Ranma changed his tactics yet again. He started to switch from defensive to offensive. Knocking Ryoga off balance with a solid kick or a punch to fast for the eye to see, Ranma proceeded to show them just how good he was. Suddenly there was a call from the back of the crowd, "Nice moves, kid. Real fancy against a boy… but can you take on the man?" Ranma didn't slow down, but he did call back, "Depends who's askin', now don't it." The crowd parted to reveal a fairly tall man whose hair was going white with age. His dark eyes reflected a cruel spirit and his mouth parted in a feral smile. Ranma turned to look at his second challenger's face, and froze. Ryoga swung a fantastic punch at Ranma's face, hitting him fully in the jaw. Ranma didn't move; he didn't even blink. Ryoga staggered back, clutching his hand in pain. Ranma's fist clenched. His voice was deceptively soft, "You're going to die." The man hopped lightly into the circle. His grin was sickening. Ranma hit Ryoga hard, once, and the bandana boy flew into back into the crowd. Genma giggled, a sound that sent chills through the spines of all present, "Hello, boy. Miss me?" Genma got a reaction, though it wasn't quite the one he was hoping for. Ranma lighted into, unleashing a furious wave of fists into his father's stomach. "Why'd you do it, you stupid bastard? Why'd you kill her? Why'd you come back? How'd you find me? Answer me, damnit!" Ranma slammed the man who had killed him too many times to count into the ground, forcing his face to grind against the cement. Genma giggled again, a high pitched and sickening noise. "You remember me, boy? I'm honored! I…" Ranma shut him up, slamming his head into the cement again. He gritted out, "Talk." Genma seemed unconcerned for a man who is being forced to eat concrete, "Well, boy. You see, your mother and I had a thing going… she knew I was…" Genma made a face, his eyes bulging out unnaturally, "PYSCHO!" The crowd backed up, watching in horrible fascination as the scene played out before them. Kodachi, Kuno, Ryoga, and Ukyo all stood nearby, having fully realized who the mad man was. Almost. "She didn't care much; she thought she loved me. And then, just when I was growing tired of her, she told me about you. How much fun! So I left her alone for a few years and then I came back… and her blood marked the way to a new era… your era. And now, your era is over with. Now I finish the game I started! Who's gonna' win, son?" Ranma had grown considerable paler, and so had his friends. Genma had planned it that way actually, and the moment that Ranma's grip loosened, he spun, pulling out a small hand gun. With a dark smile, the newly discovered 'father' shot him, using an entire clip in the blink of an eye. The shots rang out loudly, giving none of them any time to react. There was silence and Ranma slowly looked down. Blood, darker than sin, covered the front of his white shirt, flowering outward. Almost in slow motion, his eyes widened in understanding, and he stepped back. Kodachi let out a scream and the spell, if spell it was, was broken. Ranma toppled backwards, arms outstreched. His head landed in the cradle of Kodachi's arms as she caught him, sobbing his name. Then the fireworks started. Ryoga, Ukyo, and Kuno each pulled out their own artillery, sleek rifles that every member owned a large number off. The three of them pulled the triggers, pumping the man who had killed their friend and leader full of cold hard metal. Genma staggered back, that cold grin frozen on his face. That laughing face was the last thing Ranma saw before his eyes glazed over and his mind faded to blackness. ***** ## *** ## ***** Ranma blinked, finding himself in another of his seemingly infinite bodies. His mind was a little bit muzzled, but that always happened when he died. Especially as he remembered -how- he'd died. His father had killed him again, and he'd laughed about it, just like he'd laughed about his mother's death. Then Ranma looked up. He was relaxing near the pond, and a stern looking Akane and Ryoga stood in front of him. He blinked again, trying to absorb several facts. The first and most prominent was that Ryoga and Akane held hands and were pressed close to one another in what appeared to be a loving embrace. "Ranma, I have something to tell you." Ranma looked at Akane, figuring that this was not a good way to start out his life. She continued, "I… I really didn't want to talk to you like this, but we both think it's best if you find out now." Ranma started to get a sinking feeling in his stomach, one that had nothing to do with his recent body jump. "We, that is, Ryoga and I… well, we love each other. We're going to be married." That sinking feeling slammed down hard to hit the pit of his stomach. This couldn't happen. His only reason for living couldn't be in love with… he swallowed hard. This wasn't his reality. This wasn't real. But gods, it -hurt-. Unable to stand the pitying look Akane was giving him, Ranma spun. He jumped over the wall to the Tendo Dojo and speed off down the street. Akane blinked, looking after him. A little noise caught in the back of her throat. The noise tickled its way along her throat, and finally it exploded from her mouth. She doubled over, laughing, "Oh my goddess, that was a performance. I can't believe that dolt actually thought we were serious! You'd think he'd remember April Fools Day…" Ryoga laughed too, but his eyes where above the fence where Ranma disappeared. Akane hadn't really been paying much attention to anything else other than the little prank the two of them had agreed to play on Ranma. This was not the case with himself. He'd seen Ranma's face pale, and he'd seen the undisguiseable raw pain that had haunted Ranma's eyes in the moment before he'd turned and fled. For the first time, Ryoga wondered if this little joke might now have been such a good idea. <^>*<^>*<^>*<^>*<^> Ranma stood on top of one of the many tall buildings in Nerima. It was midday; perhaps a half an hour of so after Akane had professed her undying love for Ryoga. Not that long at all really, since he'd been transported into this body, but enough time for his heart to be broken. 'Why now?' his mind screamed. Why now? Why here? It hurt that she loved Ryoga. It hurt a lot. So, how to wake up out of this horrible reality? Hah! That was the easy part. He stood on the roof of an executive building, strands of his hair drifting in the breeze as he stared morosely out over his 'home'. A few people were beneath him, having finally noticed the pigtailed boy. More and more people gathered in the crowd as they stared up at him and waited for the show to start. "Hey, kid…" Ranma looked over beside him to see a middle aged police officer on the ledge with him. He shook his head ruefully; this man had probably been called by one of the spectators. The man would give the old routine of trying to get heart-broken boy away from the ledge and into a psychiatric ward where he could be studied at leisure. The man, for his part, was not particularly worried. He was an old hand at sweet-talking jumpers away from the ledge. He'd been doing it for years, so he knew every trick in the book. Hell, he'd even written the book. In his honest opinion, jumpers didn't really want to die. Deep down, they knew that this was the only life they were going to get, and they wanted to keep it. However, this pigtailed boy seemed to be made up of entirely different subject matter. He was not worried, nor did he look unstable. Quite the contrary, he wore a calm pensive expression on his face as he stared out over the vast city. "Yeah?" Ranma answered, his eyes still thoughtfully contemplating the sky. The officer, Hatsuru Sensuko, inwardly blinked. The young boy's voice had not shown any concern for where he was or what he was doing. Oh well, looks like he was going to have his work cut out for him tonight. Might be interesting, because he hadn't really had any challenge in his job lately. Hatsuru sighed and pulled out a pack of cigarettes, offering them to the kid, "You smoke?" Ranma turned from the sky to face the officer, his eyes tired and sad. And for a moment, looking into the boy's eyes, Hatsuru felt as though he were standing beside a man who'd seen a thousand life times rather than some uppity stripling who thought he had a death wish. "Nah," the kid answered, "At least… not in this life time." The cop shrugged, pulling out a cigarette for himself. He slipped the pack back into his pocket, and fumbled around for his matches. He found the box and pulled it out, but after opening, he saw that there were none left. Hatsuru snorted, "Eh, it figures… kid, don't suppose you got a light?" The boy yawned once, extending his hand forward in front of him. His eyes focused on his palm as he gathered a little bit of fiery chi into his hand. Hatsuru's eyes widened, and he tried to back up a pace, but he found that his legs were frozen in place. What -was- this boy? God, he needed back up. He wasn't prepared to deal with someone out of one of his kids' action cartoons. Ramna leaned over, removing the cigarette from the other man's nerveless fingers. Lazily, he used the chi he had summoned to light it before dispersing the power he had called. After taking a slow and practiced drag on small smoking white role, he handed it back to Hatsuru. The kid then looked out at the sky again, "My name's Saotome. Ranma Saotome… not 'kid'." Hatsuru stared at the… at Ranma. His voice sounded too high to his own ears, "What… what -are- you?" Ranma laughed softly, but the noise held no mirth. "Me? Just a guy, remember?" The officer's mouth opened, hanging comically slack jawed as he tried to form some kind of coherent noise. "I mea.. how did you… what did you…?" "Oh, you mean this?" Ranma extended his hand again, summoning his chi. Wide eyed, the man nodded. Ranma snorted, "I'm a martial artist. It's not that hard to do really once you learn how. Shit, I've had a couple lifetimes to learn…" Ranma regarded the astounded man, reaching one hand out to carefully close his jaw, "You probably don't believe me, right? You just think I'm crazy." Hatsuru mutely shook his head, his voice distant, "No… no, I believe you…" And he did. The boy thoughtfully tilted his head to one side, "Do you know what it's like to die?" He continued, leaning forward a little more to stare at the crowd below, "It's pretty strange the first time it happens. Did you know that death isn't always painful?" Hatsuru blinked, but Ranma continued as though this was a typical conversation about the weather that they were discussing over a cup of tea, rather than on the ledge of a towering building. "Nope," he said, "death ain't always painful at all. It's sometimes kinda' nice… like when you drown but you're not panicking. It's tickles from the inside as your lungs fill up. And if you get shot right here," he indicated the center of his forehead, "The pain only lasts for a second, and then it's over." Ranma yawned, one hand toying with his pig-tail, "Actually, death seems pretty good when you think about the alternative of living. What is there really to live for? Love?" He snorted, "Yeah… sure. Love. You meet here, and you tell me that she loves me when she rips my heart out of my chest…" Hatsuru cleared his throat, trying to find a something to say. The kid held up a hand, his voice quiet, "Look, I just want you to do me one little favor. Find Akane Tendo and Ryoga Hibiki, and tell 'em… tell 'em it's better this way. Ain't no one who's gonna' miss me in this life, and I'd just be in their way. Tell 'em…" Ranma smiled softly, "Tell 'em I'm sorry I'm such as jerk, would ya'?" The officer who thought he'd seen it all, until now, nodded mutely. Ranma turned around, his back facing the open air. He gave a genuine smile to Hatsuru, "Hey, it's been nice talkin' to you, but I got an appointment with destiny, and she doesn't wait around for anybody. Look me up if you're in the cemetery sometime." Hatsuru stepped forward, "Wait!" He shook his head, "Sorry, but no can do. All those people down there are waiting to see me jump, soar, and splat. Hell, I never could disappoint a crowd. Later." Ranma winked once at Hatsuru, then extended his arms, and jumped away from the edge. He soared away from the edge, oblivious to the shouts of encouragement and fear. A small smile crossed his lips, and his last thought in this lifetime was, 'I've never jumped off a building before. This is probably going to hurt like h…' Splat. <^>*<^>*<^>*<^>*<^> Akane, Ryoga, and the rest of the Tendo family, along with Genma Soatome sat at the supper table, laughing about the joke. Ryoga laughed along with them, but his thoughts strayed towards the expression he'd seen on Ranma's face, and he couldn't shakes the nagging feeling that something was wrong. Still, he'd laughed. They all laughed. There was a knock on the door and Kasumi stood, walking out of the room to answer it. She left the mirth filled table with a grin on her face and answered the door. But when she walked back into the room, followed by a middle-aged police officer, she wasn't smiling. The officer entered the room slowly, his hat tucked politely beneath his arm. He was a shade pale, and when he spoke, his voice sounded shaken, "Is there an Akane Tendo and a Ryoga Hibiki present?" Akane and Ryoga stood, smiling curiously at the man. Akane answered him, "Yes, that's us. Is something wrong, officer?" The man looked down, "My name is Hatsuru Sensuko. I work for the Police Department. Earlier on this morning, I was called to talk a young jumper down from the ledge of an executive building." His words were met with silence, and Ryoga stared incredulously at the man, "Who?" Hatsuru spoke quietly, "Ranma Saotome. I was unable to convince him to step down, though before he… died… he asked me to relay a message to Akane Tendo and Ryoga Hibiki. 'Tell them,' he said, 'that it's better this way. And tell them I'm sorry I'm such a jerk.'" Akane slumped to the ground in utter shock, and Ryoga closed his eyes. Everyone was staring at Hatsuru, and Soun spoke up hesitantly, "Did he… say anything else…?" The officer nodded, "He did. He said talked a little bit about death with me, and he seemed like he was… special, you know? He seemed… noble. It was an odd feeling to get about someone while they're hanging from a cliff edge, but that's the best way I can describe it. He seemed like he was someone who could have anything he wanted… so, do any of you have an idea why he jumped?" No one spoke. Hatsuru looked around at them, "I'm sorry, but I'm trying to find out why a young man with so much would destroy it all. Do any of you know?" Ryoga's voice was a hoarse shadow of its former self, "April… Fools…"